clenched fists........

the moment when you have so much on your heart but cannot think of two words to put together to express this, never mind an entire sentence!!! It's a feeling of tongue tied, word suppressed, scatter brained, and falling apart while remaining entirely put together. I have never, ever experienced this! But I can recall the turning point when I got past my frustration and looked to God saying, "there is a time for everything and God I give You that time!" I needed a break, time to gather all my thoughts in the deepest part of me. To rest my noisy life in God and give control back to my Father. And I didn't put a time limit on this, and so now I feel able to write again...